the sounds

Dec 26, 2009 12:44

The sound you hear is me spiraling into the Pacific. Yep, I had that dream again...makes sleeping rather...not fun, and is probably the reason that I have been avoiding sleep for as long as possible throughout the better part of the morning. I was awake until past four today, due largely to the desire to avoid the dreams that lie within sleep. I'd consider taking a sleep-aid or somesuch, but...I trust those even less than I trust the weirdness that is my sleeping-mind. So...I'm pretty much bollocksed there.
Christmas...was Christmas. What with being a Mithraist that has Sufi tendencies, Christmas has always had a strange place for me...so...getting shiny objects was nice, but only increases the amount of material goods I have, goods that, in a perfect world, I'd give away and just live in a cell...
but...more on that later.
For now I'm off to celebrate Boxing Day with my lover, and will thus think no more on material possessions, or, for that matter, anything bothersome, until some time late tomorrow morning.
Ciao.

-a larger chunk of writing shall be posted sometime on Sunday. So, keep aware of that.
Merry suchness and whatnot

sleep, life, world war ii, mithras, dreams

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