Sep 12, 2007 23:00
I'm feeling anxious. a bit worried. I don't really know how to explain it but something either isn't right or is about to go wrong. the past couple of days i've been doing the "imagine out all the possible ways life could turn shitty" and thus my mood hasn't been the most positive. some of these yarns have stretched on for hald the day before finally being pushed out by work and school. I'm incredibly tired right now but I can't sleep. My eyes, my body wants sleep so bad but my mind won't be quite long enough to allow it. why do i do this to myself? why can't i just be happy and enjoy all the good in my life, maybe it's just the missing...