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One week left. I'm thinking about skipping my first hour on the last day of school cuz I already took the final plus we wont be doing anything in that class so its an hour and a half of doing nothing. I'd just need to find a ride to school. Finals are next week. I'm gonna attempt to study for my first hour this weekend. It'll prolly be easy. I aced all the past tests so I'm not expecting a challenge. I dont even know what I'm gonna do for band. lol Daniella wants to make them a cake. I have 3 songs plus scales I can play on my flute from my memory but that's about it. I have no music because I lost it when we moved to Dave's. Ugh. Oh well. I'll figure something out.
This weekend is my party. It should be fun. The only thing that sucks is I have to give Britt her Avril Lavigne cd back. *cries* I love that cd. Its Avril's new one and its friggin awesome. I've been listening to it all week. Its got this song on it called "When you're gone." It reminds me of how I feel about John. The only difference is I dont count his steps when he walks away lol. :P Rick asked me some really random questions yesterday and I was a little astonished by them. He asked me if I had a passion for John, if he brought me happiness and if I longed to be with him. I said yes. Then he told me to never cease showing love or affection to him. I asked him why he brought it up and he said personal experience and that he didn't want what happened to him happen to me and John. So I'm guessing that something bad happened to Rick in one of his past relationships due to a lack of affection? I wonder if he thinks I dont show enough affection to John. I know I'm a little slow at first sometimes but I warm up to him very quickly. John said I show enough and I feel the same about him. I think that could be why Rick is always so clingy with Katie, but she just doesn't need that much attention. Hmm oh well. Tuesday my surprise came in the mail and John came over around 9 something to drop it off. It was a black t-shirt of Captain Jack Sparrow. <3 It was cute. Then we talked in my doorway for like 10 minutes and John was falling asleep so we went up to my room for about 30 seconds when my mom walked through the door. >_< ugh. That sucked. So I had a talk with her about how me and John never get any privacy and that she should let us hang out in my room. I got her to finally atleast consider it! Which means I'm finally getting somewhere. I'm pretty good at pursuading my mom. Its a gift. :-)
This weekend is my party. It should be fun. The only thing that sucks is I have to give Britt her Avril Lavigne cd back. *cries* I love that cd. Its Avril's new one and its friggin awesome. I've been listening to it all week. Its got this song on it called "When you're gone." It reminds me of how I feel about John. The only difference is I dont count his steps when he walks away lol. :P Rick asked me some really random questions yesterday and I was a little astonished by them. He asked me if I had a passion for John, if he brought me happiness and if I longed to be with him. I said yes. Then he told me to never cease showing love or affection to him. I asked him why he brought it up and he said personal experience and that he didn't want what happened to him happen to me and John. So I'm guessing that something bad happened to Rick in one of his past relationships due to a lack of affection? I wonder if he thinks I dont show enough affection to John. I know I'm a little slow at first sometimes but I warm up to him very quickly. John said I show enough and I feel the same about him. I think that could be why Rick is always so clingy with Katie, but she just doesn't need that much attention. Hmm oh well. Tuesday my surprise came in the mail and John came over around 9 something to drop it off. It was a black t-shirt of Captain Jack Sparrow. <3 It was cute. Then we talked in my doorway for like 10 minutes and John was falling asleep so we went up to my room for about 30 seconds when my mom walked through the door. >_< ugh. That sucked. So I had a talk with her about how me and John never get any privacy and that she should let us hang out in my room. I got her to finally atleast consider it! Which means I'm finally getting somewhere. I'm pretty good at pursuading my mom. Its a gift. :-)