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Dear LiveJournal,
I miss you. It used to be fun trying to come up with that one thing during my day worth writing about. And cute Ava stories? I've got a million of those! Without you I feel less grounded. Less connected. You helped me organize my thoughts and make sense of my life. A year ago today I was thinking about what I did a year ago today. Now I couldn't even tell you what I did last Wednesday. Everything has changed so much these past few months and I have no outlet to record it. On the rare occasions I do have an opportunity to kill time in front of a computer, I stare blankly not knowing where to even begin. Did you know that I went to the Farmer's Market last week and I'm going to see Black Rebel Motorcycle Club tomorrow night at Sokol? No, I thought not. My list-making skills are starting to deteriorate as well as my creativity.
A long time ago, I came to the realization that time is much more important than money which is why I don't like to spend much mindlessly planted in front of the tv but I did always value our quality time, especially in the evening right before bed. Don't be jealous but a little iTunes time would be nice, too. I need you LiveJournal. If nothing else, you were a always a very good listener. Hoping to have a laptop by the end of the summer, if not before. I could probably spring for one now but that would cause me to go into debt or wipe out what small cushion I have and as you know, I'm a cautious soul. Patient, too. Just know that for the most part, I'm doing fine.
I'll be back.
Love,
Nicole
I miss you. It used to be fun trying to come up with that one thing during my day worth writing about. And cute Ava stories? I've got a million of those! Without you I feel less grounded. Less connected. You helped me organize my thoughts and make sense of my life. A year ago today I was thinking about what I did a year ago today. Now I couldn't even tell you what I did last Wednesday. Everything has changed so much these past few months and I have no outlet to record it. On the rare occasions I do have an opportunity to kill time in front of a computer, I stare blankly not knowing where to even begin. Did you know that I went to the Farmer's Market last week and I'm going to see Black Rebel Motorcycle Club tomorrow night at Sokol? No, I thought not. My list-making skills are starting to deteriorate as well as my creativity.
A long time ago, I came to the realization that time is much more important than money which is why I don't like to spend much mindlessly planted in front of the tv but I did always value our quality time, especially in the evening right before bed. Don't be jealous but a little iTunes time would be nice, too. I need you LiveJournal. If nothing else, you were a always a very good listener. Hoping to have a laptop by the end of the summer, if not before. I could probably spring for one now but that would cause me to go into debt or wipe out what small cushion I have and as you know, I'm a cautious soul. Patient, too. Just know that for the most part, I'm doing fine.
I'll be back.
Love,
Nicole