Dec 18, 2003 07:58
I can't believe I'm moving in two days. Last night I packed the rest of my clothes...except a few things to wear, obviously...and the laundry that I have yet to do this week. Everything is going to be ready to go by Saturday morning. I figure, with the movers and all, I'll be moved and getting settled before Saturday afternoon.
My horoscope said that I would feel a lot better about the holidays after I finished some business. I can only imagine that after I move on Saturday, things will start feeling a bit better.
For some reason I thought about Brian this morning. I still can't believe that this time last year I was still with him. It feels like a lifetime ago...and it was such a dramatic lifetime. I feel relieved that I am not in the middle of that anymore. But I do wonder how he is doing. I sent him a friendly email a while back and haven't heard anything. Oh well. There really isn't much reason to keep in touch with him. He has been going through something for over a year now and I'm not interested in being the one he goes down on to make himself feel better anymore. I've already been there....
Life with Rufus is so good. I thank the powers that be for each day I have with him. i've never felt better about myself. I've never felt more sure of my own feelings and of the stability of my relationship with another human. I guess this means I've never been happier in a relationship...wow.
I have to work late tonight. But I look at it this way: I already ran 5 miles this morning...anything else that comes my way today will be easier than that. But yes.....my bed would be more comfortable.
Have a wonderful day.