A look at zayn's galaxy

[wildefiree]

so i've been basically working at a TURTLE pace these two weeks because classes starting back up and moving into my dorm and everything but i think i've worked out my writer's block tonight and i figure i'd share a snippet for you guys.

thank you so much for all the support and comments once again and i hope this will be worth the wait.

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[ashleytateee]

Wow okay, finally commenting. Um. I just. This really killed me because you know how I feel about Niall and how he sacrifices so much of himself for everyone else. He's literally one of the most selfless people I think I've ever encountered (or I guess read about? But obviously I like to pretend everything I read is actually happening in real life, so whatever, I'm not changing it). It's so beautiful but so heartbreaking at the same time, because I feel like while everyone else loves him in return for what he does, of course they do, it's just not...enough. Like they don't love him in the way he wants to be loved, deserves to be loved, really, and I know we've talked about this and he's supposed to just have his...his person, I'm so fucking impatient and I just want it to happen now, because out of all of them, I think he really, really deserves it.

Or else Zayn really fucking deserves it. God this just kills me. My heart aches, bleeds for him, because he tries so hard and he's so good and he tries to do everything right, but no matter what he does, it's just like he's never enough. And I totally get that feeling, first of all, but I mainly I just...want him to have everything he wants so bad, because he just. He just deserves it, too. He should have it. I don't know, maybe I just want my happy go lucky, fairytale ending? But he's so beautiful and he thinks he's just not worth anything and like he doesn't deserve people to love him or need him in the way they do, and I wish Liam would stop setting his sights on track & realizing he needs to have stars in his eyes instead for the boy that was always going to be there.

IDK.

I'm just rambling. I don't know anymore.

Anyway I commented and I fucking love you and obviously if you reply I'm going to ignore you so DON'T REPLY ELLE (I almost said your last name wow oops) OKAY OKAY COOL LOVE YOU YOU STILL WRITE LIKE A FUCKING GENIUS AND YES YOU'RE STILL ABSOLUTELY FREAKING GORGEOUS AND DON'T YOU DARE SAY THIS MAKES YOU FEEL CRUNCHY GOD THAT'S STILL SUCH A WEIRD WORD OKAY, OKAY BYE