What the fuck is wrong with me!!!

[wildcrazyfool]

im soo fucked up...you all wouldn;t even believe me at all....i think i need to find me some new friends so i can get out more...i stay home everyday talking on the phone ususally with my wonderful bf...i dont even deserve him and i found that out today...i dont fucking deserve him....im a greedy little bitch and im selfish...omg i dont even know

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what happened well well i'll tell u!

[wildcrazyfool]

okay well first this was all my fault and i dont deserve such a great guy...hes sweet and soo nice in so many ways and he deals with me. which i have no clue why he does. maybe cuz he loves me eh i dont know. anyway i freaked out on him the other night cuz he wanted to go on a walk with his sister who will only be in town for 3 weeks...but i brought this calling card and i thought he wanted to talk but...he wanted to go for like 5 min wlak and shit and i felt like i was being ditched. so we fought abotu taht then the next day we fought about it again and we yelled back and forth to each other....and then when my calling card was almost up i was crying and couldn't stop...and i lied to my mom and told her my eyes just hurt and they became blood shot on there own and i said i had no clue how it came that way. and then later i cryed some more thinking about how franklin might give up on me and talk to my friend nicole about what im telling u now...and she made me feel alot better but still i feel pretty bad and thats basically it...fun huh haha
love u
-kellie-