how come i feel like this????.......
hello all....i dont got no one to really talk to this about and get someones advice or for someone to tell me thats it just in my head. i mean im not really that upset it just kind of bugs me sometimes.
okay here goes how can you tell if someone really wants to talk to u. i mean i know i dont have to talk to him everyday but today wasnt really i have to talk to him. or i'll die kind of thing it was more i wanted to see what he was doing and chat a lil bit kind of thing. but he really didnt seem interested in talking to me and i know he hates talking on the phone. he just wasnt very talkitive but then again neither was i so i cant really say it was all him cuz it wasnt. i just dont know....sometimes i feel like im bugging him and stuff like that. another thing i was thinking was maybe i say i love u too much....i cant believe that just poped out of my mouth but i dont know....some guys dont like to hear it constantly but i dont know when i feel like saying wait no more like when i feel it i say it. i alwayz feel it but u dont need to let someone know constantly. but i dont wanna bug him either with it. but yeah i dont know hmmmm just wondering things thats all....i wish i knew all the answers to everyone of my questions then i would know everything....that would be so cool!! haha oh well baby if u read this maybe u could answer them.....cuz they are about you. i mean im just thinking thats all i love you with all my heart.
in better news im going clubbing tomorrow with my main girly H TO THE 0 TO THE DOUBLE L Y. that will be so exciting i cant. anyway mike i hope you fun at your grandma's this weekend hehe me love u long time.
okay here goes how can you tell if someone really wants to talk to u. i mean i know i dont have to talk to him everyday but today wasnt really i have to talk to him. or i'll die kind of thing it was more i wanted to see what he was doing and chat a lil bit kind of thing. but he really didnt seem interested in talking to me and i know he hates talking on the phone. he just wasnt very talkitive but then again neither was i so i cant really say it was all him cuz it wasnt. i just dont know....sometimes i feel like im bugging him and stuff like that. another thing i was thinking was maybe i say i love u too much....i cant believe that just poped out of my mouth but i dont know....some guys dont like to hear it constantly but i dont know when i feel like saying wait no more like when i feel it i say it. i alwayz feel it but u dont need to let someone know constantly. but i dont wanna bug him either with it. but yeah i dont know hmmmm just wondering things thats all....i wish i knew all the answers to everyone of my questions then i would know everything....that would be so cool!! haha oh well baby if u read this maybe u could answer them.....cuz they are about you. i mean im just thinking thats all i love you with all my heart.
in better news im going clubbing tomorrow with my main girly H TO THE 0 TO THE DOUBLE L Y. that will be so exciting i cant. anyway mike i hope you fun at your grandma's this weekend hehe me love u long time.