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i need a year off from child caring. i need to write poetry. badly. what is the costs of bearing a child, what is the meaning of it all?
i am tired, something tires me
i once started, baby chub and fresh
my heart beating, a bloody boxed in love
i lost being, i lost course and draw
and i will lose, to, i will lose, you
because i'm tired, i'm in need of sleep
i have given up, i have given in
angry in a lily field with sand
i clench my fists and draw the fire in
but god pokes to keep me breathing.
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