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i'm lonely
everybody bailed on me this weekend and now i will be sitting at home like a loser, all alone a nd prolly watching chick flicks, all by myself
i'm so sick of making the effort and not getting anything...this really really sucks...seriously...i'm tired of being all alone, and never seeing anybody, the only release this week was prolly going to college, and seeing jen, and this awesome chick who was at my SATs and at my drivers ed class my sophmore summer(pretty trippy, but sweet) and those were my deffiante high points, i like college, i like jen, and i like her friends, they are all accepting, cool, no judgemental people who dont forget to include the shy girl and know how to have fun(and study too ;)) so thank you jen, i had a blast cause of you! and other than that...well...i should try to get my mind off the losers who ditched me...
they arent really losers, i really do love them very much, i just dont exactly feel all that loved back as of now...although i know i am...but oh well...
everybody bailed on me this weekend and now i will be sitting at home like a loser, all alone a nd prolly watching chick flicks, all by myself
i'm so sick of making the effort and not getting anything...this really really sucks...seriously...i'm tired of being all alone, and never seeing anybody, the only release this week was prolly going to college, and seeing jen, and this awesome chick who was at my SATs and at my drivers ed class my sophmore summer(pretty trippy, but sweet) and those were my deffiante high points, i like college, i like jen, and i like her friends, they are all accepting, cool, no judgemental people who dont forget to include the shy girl and know how to have fun(and study too ;)) so thank you jen, i had a blast cause of you! and other than that...well...i should try to get my mind off the losers who ditched me...
they arent really losers, i really do love them very much, i just dont exactly feel all that loved back as of now...although i know i am...but oh well...