revelation
today is a day of revelation. in the ever intelligent words of katie, "guys suck". today i found out that out in more ways than one. i am under appreciated in my relationship. he let his friends disrepect the shit out of me, sat there and watched. so much more to that story but i dont want to go into any more detail. besides all that neat stuff, i found out not to trust any guy ever again. i thought i had found a good friend, but apparently he's just like every other preverted guy ive ever hung out with. im so unhappy. im just plain unhappy and i dont know how to help myself. revelation.