~*~BrOkEn~*~
K so... yeah im broken...not hearted cuz it wasn't love, but i thought there was sumthing but now there isn't! im broken or empty!...just something REALLY good happened to me this weekend and within a day it wasn't good anymore! not even close! or atleast for me it wasn't!... it just seems that when something good happens to me.... or like everything is going great but then everything just SHATTERS! and this time one thing went wrong, a big thing but im done letting this "thing" get to me, have such an impact on me! last few weeks i have been trying to become a better person im trying... i really am and lil by little im gunna be much better, but see usualy when im broken like this i usually just break down, but this will be that last time this thing has such an impact!... im gunna hold strong! i have to! .... no so last night i was just like literally talking to GOD!! and like i asked him to give me a sign if he was listening or if like sumthing was gunna happen... and i thought of a name and as soon as i thought of that name i got chill bumbs!! it was SO weird! hahabut i want to say sumthing to this "thing' but idk cCoOnFfUuSsEeDd ************* and like one of my good friends...(most of ya'll don't know him) well i know just know that he is going through a hard time! so pray for him please! n whenever i see this person sad it makes my heart sink! this person is a lot to me! and i just want to be with him now but i can't!