My parents say it's hereditary
Like clockwork it's 19:21 and I'm about to fall asleep. Thing is, when I was living in NYC going to bed now, waking up at ~2200 and going out until ~1-4 depending on the night was kind of my normal routine. But what the fuck would I do here? Go to some crappy dance club? Get drunk with a bunch of people I quasi-like?
I MISS CITIES! FUCK THIS BUMFUCK NOWHERE ALL WE DO IS HANG OUT AT THE SAME SHITTY BARS EVERY NIGHT BULLSHIT! I WANT GOOD DANCE CLUBS. ANY. I WANT OPERA AND DJS WHO CREATE THEIR
OWN GORRAM MUSIC AND ALL NIGHT
JAZZ CLUBS AND THE SYMPHONY AND ART
MUSEUM GALAS AND PUNK SHOWS AND
WEIRD CRAZY PERFORMANCE PIECES AND MARCHING BANDS AND
I WANT A GODDAMN LIFE AGAIN!
ARGH
That went to a completely different place then it started out. Can't say it hasn't been brewing for awhile. University of Hawaii may be the only ones researching in the field I want to go into, but can I really survive 6-8 more years of being away from large eastern city (assuming I get in to CUNY or SUNY)? *sigh* Where's the emoticon for defeated?
I MISS CITIES! FUCK THIS BUMFUCK NOWHERE ALL WE DO IS HANG OUT AT THE SAME SHITTY BARS EVERY NIGHT BULLSHIT! I WANT GOOD DANCE CLUBS. ANY. I WANT OPERA AND DJS WHO CREATE THEIR
OWN GORRAM MUSIC AND ALL NIGHT
JAZZ CLUBS AND THE SYMPHONY AND ART
MUSEUM GALAS AND PUNK SHOWS AND
WEIRD CRAZY PERFORMANCE PIECES AND MARCHING BANDS AND
I WANT A GODDAMN LIFE AGAIN!
ARGH
That went to a completely different place then it started out. Can't say it hasn't been brewing for awhile. University of Hawaii may be the only ones researching in the field I want to go into, but can I really survive 6-8 more years of being away from large eastern city (assuming I get in to CUNY or SUNY)? *sigh* Where's the emoticon for defeated?