AHHHH...
its 4 in the morning and we just got back from the rez. we went to chi's house, ha that was a mistake. i cant take him anymore. no one really understands why so dont even ask plz.then me n cyn went to the rez with mary-kate. we were all kinda depressed i guess...its soo late and i gotta work tomorrow and the day after wtf. then summer school starts soon, i sometime fucking hate my life. its so funny how you can go from being like the happiest person in the world to totally pissed off and mad. i guess some people just have ways of making you do that huh. i talked to rich on the phone for like ever before we went to chi's. hes good to talk to, i love him. but yeah, i dont know... i guess just sometimes something really small and stupid can make all the shit in your life come together and cause you to do really terrible stuff..ugh...i probably sound like a big cry baby or whatever but your reading my JOURNAL bitch and this is the kinda stuff you right in a JOURNAL.. so yeah i need to delete a couple people from my life...