Jul 17, 2004 03:52
its like 4 in the morning right now and me and katie are sleepingover cynthias tonight. excpet that katie isnt even here..who knows where she is?she left.
tonight was unthinkable. i cant even explain what happened..i dont really want to either..marykate if you ever read this omfg im so fucking sorry, im SO sorry :-\
its been getting to me a lot lately about not having someone care about me. all my friends have gf and bf except me and most of the other ppl who dont, dont want to be in a relationship. well i do! i just hope someone steps up soon,
i just wanna get away from here and go to the beach for a week with all my bestfriends and just have fun. no parents no work no school no stress, nothing. maybe that will happen someday, until then i guess ill just have to get through it somehow..i always find a way
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"Anthem Of Our Dying Day"
The stars will cry
The blackest tears tonight
And this is the moment that I live for
I can smell the ocean air
And here I am
Pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
That's exactly
Exactly what I need
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
As you gasp for air tonight
I'd scream this song right in your face
If you were here
I swear I won't miss a beat
Cause I never
Never have before
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
Of our dying day
Of our dying day
Of our dying!!!
For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
And you gasp for air tonight!!
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
Our dying day
Of our dying!!!