Sep 15, 2005 21:32
OMG i talked to her today i miss her so much
it hurts so bad inside i don't know what to do
Im so sorry for what i did to her if i could go back in time though and have the choice to forget her the good and bad or stay like it is i would take the pain shes so amazing
what i would do what i would give to hear her say she loves me again
man every memory of her starts like a dream and ends in nightmare as my heart shatters as i remeber were not together anymore. I still love her and deep inside i know a part of me always will ah what i would give but i want her to be happy and in her happiness i don't think im there i catch her gaze and she looks right through me
if it wasn't for chris abby and rob i would be completly lost. but who reads this anyways im talking to the wind but it sure is the best listener i ever had
oh well yea who ever said to love and lost is better than to ever loved at all is a freakin idiot
I miss her so much
i'll never forget her
i'll never stop loving her
but she'll forget me when im gone everyone will
and i'll die alone
im so diaappointed in myself i failed her and it hurts so bad im so alone
im sorry
I'm so sorry i never meant to fail you