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So uhh yeah today wasn't a GREAT day but it was cool. I did get to see Brianna grab Sami's boobs. Lol I was as shocked as Sami was. Well my buddy Isacc and I started this betting pool on this guy and girl that we hate because they're such assholes. There's two different pots. Either you bet on which day you think that thay'll have sex or which day they'll break up. Lol. and if you win Both pots you get 75 bux. No bullshit. So if you wanna join come talk to me tommorrow at nutrition or lunch....I hang out right behind the lady that serves breakfast in disneyland. so come on over and we'll be taking bets. I'll explain in greater detail. Lol. well other then beoming a loan shark or a betting dude or whatever, my day was pretty chill. There wasn't a lot of action. haha. well on a much much sadder note I found out that my grandpa has colon cancer. Last night I was supposed to rehearse with the jazz band but I could'nt because my grandpa got sick and had to be rushed to the hospital. I didn't get to go because I had to stay with my little brother at home. I mean if my gramps where to die I don't think that It would make me cry at all but it would make me feel like there's another part of my soul gone.....I mean come on I've lost way too many family members and friends. I already feel empty on the inside. What else am I supposed to feel if my gramps dies??? right now I think I just need some time to think about life and all of it's beutiful cruelties. But I remember what my gramps told me at my cuz's funeral...."it doesn't take stregnth to hang on it takes stregnth to let go. And in a sense my gramps is right. Why beat my self up over something I can't change. I guess I have to take life head on.Ha ...Like I wrote for Lauren's poem, "Life is just a bunch of walls that are waiting to be run into."