Worried
I'm so crap, i've backed out of three parties in the last three weeks. I feel like a dodgy friend. And last night, i wrote a message to Jak telling her I couldn't be bothered going to Mary's party, then accidentally send it to Mary *smacks forehead*. I'm scared about going to uni tomorrow because Mary will hate me.
I'm so antisocial, really. I enjoy staying at home and mucking around, i'm just not that into the whole "going out" scene, unless it's with really good friends. At the same time, I feel crappy when i'm not invited to things. I guess I can't "have my cake and eat it too", not that I know why you'd have a cake if you weren't going to eat it. Although maybe if your friends made you a birthday cake and you were allergic to wheat or something, you'd feel happy because they made you the cake, but wouldn't eat it. Yeah.
Only two weeks left of semester before exams start, I guess I should really start going to all my classes. I'm acing Spanish with minimal effort, though. I guess long train trips are good for something.
I'm so antisocial, really. I enjoy staying at home and mucking around, i'm just not that into the whole "going out" scene, unless it's with really good friends. At the same time, I feel crappy when i'm not invited to things. I guess I can't "have my cake and eat it too", not that I know why you'd have a cake if you weren't going to eat it. Although maybe if your friends made you a birthday cake and you were allergic to wheat or something, you'd feel happy because they made you the cake, but wouldn't eat it. Yeah.
Only two weeks left of semester before exams start, I guess I should really start going to all my classes. I'm acing Spanish with minimal effort, though. I guess long train trips are good for something.