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I've really fucked up this time.
And what scares me is that I probably won't be able to fix it.
Why must I be such a fuckass?
I don't think things will ever be the same.
This week has been Hell.
I spent about two hours crying on my bathroom floor this morning.
I havent cried in a long time. It was well due.
I partly cried because of being angry at myself, and partly because of being sad.
I am truly sorry I hurt you. (You know who you are).
Oh yeah, my grandmother died 3 years ago tomorrow.
And what scares me is that I probably won't be able to fix it.
Why must I be such a fuckass?
I don't think things will ever be the same.
This week has been Hell.
I spent about two hours crying on my bathroom floor this morning.
I havent cried in a long time. It was well due.
I partly cried because of being angry at myself, and partly because of being sad.
I am truly sorry I hurt you. (You know who you are).
Oh yeah, my grandmother died 3 years ago tomorrow.