Apr 28, 2009 16:00
Thank you for letting me know that I am in loneliness
Thank you for all the people you've been ushering to me
Thank you for encouraging me endlessly, telling me to let go and move forward
Thank you for making it sound so easy
Thank you for bringing them here
Thank you for rubbing it in
Thank you for burning
Thank you all
If things were that easy
Even then
I think I'd light a fire and burn a building
Or jump into a flowing river without thinking
Perhaps it'd be easier for you to tell me that you've stopped your bad habits
Or ripped your head apart and tear your brains because you had bad thoughts
Perhas you could make it all sound so pleasurable
By saying that I should let go and seek for pleasure
By shaking me up with truths that I've almost forgotten
By making me believe that the other side's greener than what's beneath my feet
Means... nothing.
I want support
Not thoughts.
-written after long thoughts of how many has given opinions-