Mar 11, 2009 08:18
The last we met, we missed our last kiss, we missed our hug, and we missed our last gaze... It all had to happen in a hot and busy mall parking. Perhaps this is what things really are in real life. No goodbye kisses, no farewell gazes...
Yesterday, we were both drawn further once again. 6 30am rang in a shocking tone delivering a message confirming our parting. On the truck he went, onto the car I drifted; just to draw ourselves even further that morning...
At almost near midnight, I realized an unread text message that's been lingering in my mobile. Within the darkness, my mobile phone pasted the last words,
"They took my phone. I won't be able to message or call you.
I am doing fine here. Once they let me out, I will try to get a cheap phone so that I can contact you, ok?
Don't reply.
I love you, boy..."
I broke down blaming myself for allowing this to happen. I blame myself for allowing what is thought to be a dream come true, I blame myself for not pasting a clear picture of how painful this parting would be.
Till we next meet again, that could be more than a year later...
-written with a broken heart-