May 26, 2007 23:55
I'm ready to go!
so I got everything done, everything's packed and downstairs, I just have to pack up my car and pack up the van. Take the van to Hamburg and get all my room stuff in the house and whatnot.
I'm working tomorrow night from 4pm-10pm, my last shift at Zebb-a-roonies. I'm super excited to be done, and hopefully to camp by Monday night. Originally I was going to leave Tuesday, but really, I have everything done so I might as well leave monday. I'll just get up early and take the stuff to Hamburg, have lunch with the parents, and then head up to camp. I hope to be there by dinner time.
Last night my prayer group prayed over me and gave me some cool words of encouragement and stuff, I also was able to see the boys do an acoustic set at Benders, and it was fa-bo-lo-us. I'm gonna miss hearing their stuff for three months but when I return they'll be just as rockin' if not better.
So I'm pretty terrified about being in this position of leadership. It's not like a terrified, I have to speak in front of tons of people, give leadership, disciplinary things, etc etc. It's more of a holy fear of, oh God you've placed me in authority over these women, please don't let me screw this one up. I'm responsible for their spiritual lives this summer. I want to see these young women to encounter Jesus, and to really see Him as a lover. I want them to see what I see in this Man. I want to provoke people to jealousy, I want to see hearts fully alive and in love with Jesus. I want to see people understand and believe what the one thing that is needed, to have a heart of devotion and adoration unto the Lord.
So I'm ready to get out of here.
I'll have wireless at camp, so I'll update, email, myspace, facebook, etc etc.
love love
xo