fuck you, middlebury. but only a little because at least you didn't totally reject me. although, deferred? what is this nonsense? do i have to have superpowers to come to your college? well. we will see how i am feeling about you in a few months, robert s. clagett, director of admissions. check back with me in april and i will tell you if i like you or not.
in the meantime, MORE COLLEGE APPS TO DO. (williams, bennington, bard, sarah lawrence, vassar, in approx. that order of <3)
i am still constantly anxious. why? what else is there to be anxious about? it's almost break, i mean srsly. what is wrong with me.
and yet, i am still pretty happy overall. i think.