The Game
yeah well i'm tired of playing the game. where it's almost like russian roulette...you know the game where you sit around a table with a revolver with only one bullet, and eat person has to hold it to their head and shoot....and the lucky one dies ....
I think loves like that...loves like teh gun, and the bullet is the asshole that breaks your heart into a million shattered pieces.
I want to play the game, but i dont like the consequences. I want to find someone like in my background that will hold me and I can be safe, and feel that security.
i'm tough, i can stand on my own. I just wish I didn' t have to be so head strong. All the time. That i could just let it go.
I want to start something with someone, but I know he's not ready. And i am happy with what we have, and I'm afraid to say something and see that get ruined. It's like when i say something he automatically knows, and he gets to be a dick to me for two weeks. lol. So like a male.
Alright kids dont worry about me, i'm going to go work off this frusteration. Maybe that's why i work so hard in school and work, becuase I just dont want to deal with the other stuff. I'm tired of being hurt, and hurting other people. And my own advise would be "throw caution to the wind, because you wont know or experience it unless you get out there and play the game." So balls to the wall....let's go get em' ....suckers, they dont even have a chance....
I think loves like that...loves like teh gun, and the bullet is the asshole that breaks your heart into a million shattered pieces.
I want to play the game, but i dont like the consequences. I want to find someone like in my background that will hold me and I can be safe, and feel that security.
i'm tough, i can stand on my own. I just wish I didn' t have to be so head strong. All the time. That i could just let it go.
I want to start something with someone, but I know he's not ready. And i am happy with what we have, and I'm afraid to say something and see that get ruined. It's like when i say something he automatically knows, and he gets to be a dick to me for two weeks. lol. So like a male.
Alright kids dont worry about me, i'm going to go work off this frusteration. Maybe that's why i work so hard in school and work, becuase I just dont want to deal with the other stuff. I'm tired of being hurt, and hurting other people. And my own advise would be "throw caution to the wind, because you wont know or experience it unless you get out there and play the game." So balls to the wall....let's go get em' ....suckers, they dont even have a chance....