Fear Is Only In Our Minds
yay for new layouts. i havent decided if i want to keep it yet or not. but it is cute.
so ive been going back and forth on my decision to go into the air force. but the good out ways the bad. but im just scared. something i cant really help. i dont know how to not worry. its just i dont know its just in my genes. which is very unfortunate. but oh well. buuuut anyways. at least when i do get out ill have money for college. i wont have to take out loans. or try and find scholarships. and wont have a shit ton of debt. my housing will be paid for if i live on base. and i can decide where i want my base to be. and naturally ill pick somewhere in south dakota. i dont want to be far away from everyone. granted ill be like 5 or 6 hours away from my brother, cousins and grandmom. but i can do that. it wont be nice at first. but i can do it. ill have teri joni n parental units. but i could probly deal without them too.
oy im bored. my life is just one big boring story. meh. i really dont care. well not really anyway.
well im going to go. probly to bed. see you.
so ive been going back and forth on my decision to go into the air force. but the good out ways the bad. but im just scared. something i cant really help. i dont know how to not worry. its just i dont know its just in my genes. which is very unfortunate. but oh well. buuuut anyways. at least when i do get out ill have money for college. i wont have to take out loans. or try and find scholarships. and wont have a shit ton of debt. my housing will be paid for if i live on base. and i can decide where i want my base to be. and naturally ill pick somewhere in south dakota. i dont want to be far away from everyone. granted ill be like 5 or 6 hours away from my brother, cousins and grandmom. but i can do that. it wont be nice at first. but i can do it. ill have teri joni n parental units. but i could probly deal without them too.
oy im bored. my life is just one big boring story. meh. i really dont care. well not really anyway.
well im going to go. probly to bed. see you.