wow that was one hell of a rollercoaster ride of emotions ^^;; my hearts still racing!lol xDD you know,one of ma fav parts was when Jae called Yun up at 4am and he managed to get jae to sleep...that scene was just adorable ♥ sooo kyuuutteee :3
Im so glad that Yunho met up with a counsellor/psychiatrist to deal with his depression. The funny thing is most ppl are in denial and they dont want to accept the fact that they have depression esp since most ppl consider it taboo to a certain extent. It helps alot if your workmates and ur family are very supportive and to even believe in your counsellor helps the person even more.I was so happy that yunho (even if its a fictional character :p ) had a good supportive circle and took the step forward to make himself get better...I felt like crying with Jaejoong when the old rambling yunho showed up at his doorstep ♥
About our dear old Jaejoong,I feel so bad for him coz he is such a confused soul :( He was soo close to actually believing what yunho told him after all the times they've been through this topic before,and the same person had to crash it all down on him ^^;; was Yunho seeing all those dreams of Damien/Jayden? :s but that move of disposing the tablets was wrong..it was uncalled for but hey when someone believes in something so strongly (in Jaes case,this curse) its difficult for them to think otherwise... :(
I felt sad when Yunho stormed out...all that hard work that Yunho put into making Jae open up and finally going out with him has been reduced to this. Of course I knew it was no easy road for both of them but hope he comes back soon to save Joongie from himself ^^
I can understand where Yun is coming from about having more trust in him but calling Jae a hermit just ruins most of the good things Yun has built up for Jae in their relationship...I guess when you are mad,you say things you dont necessarily mean (in both their cases). Its only when the regret starts seeping in after that u realise what u have done.It doesnt help that Yunho is already abit sensitive at this stage..Depression takes awhile to heal and requires alot of strength to get through and deal with all the demons and a month is not enough to get ''cured''!
I hope Jae didnt tear that portrait of Yunho he was working on :( For a while there,I started to become like Jaejoong,where even if I was sooo ecstatic about YunJae reunion and how they spent all their lovey dovey time together,I couldnt help but think something was going to go wrong ^^;;;
OMG I wrote so much >.< This is what happens when u deprive us of your gorgeous addictive writing fiona bb ♥ Update soooooooooon!!!mwah!
Well, you clever little sausage. (Why is that a saying? It just occurred to me how strange it is lol.)
LOLL I'm not so sure Yunho found a 4am phone call cute... But it wassss. <3
Mmhmm, Yunho was so lucky he had a supportive network ranging from all of his main social areas. A lot of people aren't that lucky, like you said. Especially when Korea loves their perfect image?
Yun really had got him ready to consider a new idea after 20 years or something..and like you said it is such a blow that the same person knocked it away in his sleep. It completely undermines his argument and thus hope is once again snatched away from JaeJoong. Worst is Yun isn't even aware of it (being asleep) and that just makes it all worse coz it feeds Jae the message all over again that Jae is the only one who can see it and deal with it, and therefore Jae is the only one he can depend on. Like he doesn't have enough pressure already... ^^;;
I love everything you said about Yunho too. In the heat of the moment, terrible things always seem to slip out (and under the influence of Depression, that's just going to be heightened, poor dear). The problem is hermit is such a cruel label to give Jae. It just isn't Yunho - and that's what slaps us the most, I guess.
I couldnt help but think something was going to go wrong LOLLLLL it's common writing trope, isn't it? If good things happen, bad things are close by heheh. XD
You knowwww I am YunJae's bitch - those dudes will make their grand comeback. >D
wow that was one hell of a rollercoaster ride of emotions ^^;; my hearts still racing!lol xDD you know,one of ma fav parts was when Jae called Yun up at 4am and he managed to get jae to sleep...that scene was just adorable ♥ sooo kyuuutteee :3
Im so glad that Yunho met up with a counsellor/psychiatrist to deal with his depression. The funny thing is most ppl are in denial and they dont want to accept the fact that they have depression esp since most ppl consider it taboo to a certain extent. It helps alot if your workmates and ur family are very supportive and to even believe in your counsellor helps the person even more.I was so happy that yunho (even if its a fictional character :p ) had a good supportive circle and took the step forward to make himself get better...I felt like crying with Jaejoong when the old rambling yunho showed up at his doorstep ♥
About our dear old Jaejoong,I feel so bad for him coz he is such a confused soul :( He was soo close to actually believing what yunho told him after all the times they've been through this topic before,and the same person had to crash it all down on him ^^;; was Yunho seeing all those dreams of Damien/Jayden? :s but that move of disposing the tablets was wrong..it was uncalled for but hey when someone believes in something so strongly (in Jaes case,this curse) its difficult for them to think otherwise... :(
I felt sad when Yunho stormed out...all that hard work that Yunho put into making Jae open up and finally going out with him has been reduced to this. Of course I knew it was no easy road for both of them but hope he comes back soon to save Joongie from himself ^^
I can understand where Yun is coming from about having more trust in him but calling Jae a hermit just ruins most of the good things Yun has built up for Jae in their relationship...I guess when you are mad,you say things you dont necessarily mean (in both their cases). Its only when the regret starts seeping in after that u realise what u have done.It doesnt help that Yunho is already abit sensitive at this stage..Depression takes awhile to heal and requires alot of strength to get through and deal with all the demons and a month is not enough to get ''cured''!
I hope Jae didnt tear that portrait of Yunho he was working on :( For a while there,I started to become like Jaejoong,where even if I was sooo ecstatic about YunJae reunion and how they spent all their lovey dovey time together,I couldnt help but think something was going to go wrong ^^;;;
OMG I wrote so much >.< This is what happens when u deprive us of your gorgeous addictive writing fiona bb ♥ Update soooooooooon!!!mwah!
#goestosleep
PS: plz bring back our YunJae ♥
#goesbacktosleepandhopestodreamofhappyyunjae :p
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Well, you clever little sausage. (Why is that a saying? It just occurred to me how strange it is lol.)
LOLL I'm not so sure Yunho found a 4am phone call cute... But it wassss. <3
Mmhmm, Yunho was so lucky he had a supportive network ranging from all of his main social areas. A lot of people aren't that lucky, like you said. Especially when Korea loves their perfect image?
Yun really had got him ready to consider a new idea after 20 years or something..and like you said it is such a blow that the same person knocked it away in his sleep. It completely undermines his argument and thus hope is once again snatched away from JaeJoong. Worst is Yun isn't even aware of it (being asleep) and that just makes it all worse coz it feeds Jae the message all over again that Jae is the only one who can see it and deal with it, and therefore Jae is the only one he can depend on. Like he doesn't have enough pressure already... ^^;;
I love everything you said about Yunho too. In the heat of the moment, terrible things always seem to slip out (and under the influence of Depression, that's just going to be heightened, poor dear). The problem is hermit is such a cruel label to give Jae. It just isn't Yunho - and that's what slaps us the most, I guess.
I couldnt help but think something was going to go wrong LOLLLLL it's common writing trope, isn't it? If good things happen, bad things are close by heheh. XD
You knowwww I am YunJae's bitch - those dudes will make their grand comeback. >D
I love youuuu, Niu, thanks for reading~ <3
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