yay
Coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking the drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest now
He takes off her dress now
Let me go
And I just can't look
It's killing me
And taking control
Jealousy
Turning saints into the sea
Turning through sick lullaby
Joking on your alibi
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
I'm Mr. Brightside
what an amazing song. if it were miss brightside.. it would be describing me.... and stuff..
so anyways, i want to go hang with daniel and kyle today. maybe my dad will let me. maybe he wont. i was supposed to go see them last night, but pape put his foot down. so..... maybe ill have fun and maybe i wont. tres mal!
the sad thing is that my dad still thinks im going to bad things. im not really sure if he doesnt trust me, or just cant let go. i asked if krista could go last night, and he said no because she was "less innocent than me, and would break sooner".... even my dad knows i am innocent. gawd. that much is true about krista though... *lurve you chika!* lol
then today, he suggested that the guys came over to my house. hah. yeah right. and do what, may i ask? play monopoly with sean? hah. just because i want to go over there doesnt mean ill get all irresponsible. im not going to break that easily, dad. i know theres more to life than marijuana. thats why i dont use it. *moron.*
so i suppose i am just destined to be watched too closely for the rest of my life. nope, no spontinaity for me. i will always be seen by the eye, no journal page will go unread, no corner will not be searched for failure. is this really living? or does understood independance fall into place later in life? *college, i need you now!*
ponderosa's interview went well. they want me to come in for a second interview. i want to talk to kyle today and see if it is actually worth it. this means as of now, i am choosing steaknshake. if it works out, you guys better leave me eyebrow raising tips!
<3
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking the drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest now
He takes off her dress now
Let me go
And I just can't look
It's killing me
And taking control
Jealousy
Turning saints into the sea
Turning through sick lullaby
Joking on your alibi
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
I'm Mr. Brightside
what an amazing song. if it were miss brightside.. it would be describing me.... and stuff..
so anyways, i want to go hang with daniel and kyle today. maybe my dad will let me. maybe he wont. i was supposed to go see them last night, but pape put his foot down. so..... maybe ill have fun and maybe i wont. tres mal!
the sad thing is that my dad still thinks im going to bad things. im not really sure if he doesnt trust me, or just cant let go. i asked if krista could go last night, and he said no because she was "less innocent than me, and would break sooner".... even my dad knows i am innocent. gawd. that much is true about krista though... *lurve you chika!* lol
then today, he suggested that the guys came over to my house. hah. yeah right. and do what, may i ask? play monopoly with sean? hah. just because i want to go over there doesnt mean ill get all irresponsible. im not going to break that easily, dad. i know theres more to life than marijuana. thats why i dont use it. *moron.*
so i suppose i am just destined to be watched too closely for the rest of my life. nope, no spontinaity for me. i will always be seen by the eye, no journal page will go unread, no corner will not be searched for failure. is this really living? or does understood independance fall into place later in life? *college, i need you now!*
ponderosa's interview went well. they want me to come in for a second interview. i want to talk to kyle today and see if it is actually worth it. this means as of now, i am choosing steaknshake. if it works out, you guys better leave me eyebrow raising tips!
<3