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[wild_musings]

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[anonymous]

i accidentally fell in love with my male gay friend. he's so pretty and i like the fact that he's slightly elitist. he told me i had beautiful eyes and my breath caught. we've cuddled and spooned together. being wrapped in his arms, i've never felt more safe and at peace. i love the way he smells. i love the shape of his long, tapered fingers. i fantasize about him caressing me and touching me. i don't know if i'll ever tell him. i know with time i'll be over it. but i love him, the good and damaged parts of him.

i'm emotionally unstable. i see a therapist. there's a possibility i'm bipolar, which would explain how emotionally unstable i am at times.

i lost one of my best friends over a stupid argument. i miss her all the time. i really hope she's happy. i dream about her and i reconciling, but i don't know if that will ever happen. i hope she misses me like i miss her. i don't want to be dead to her.

i'm bisexual and not many people know it. it's not a sudden thing. it's always been this way with me. when i was a little girl, maybe 10 or 12, i used to have make-out sessions with other girls. nothing heavy, just a lot of us doing shit and not having a clue. i didn't realize it was "gay" or "bi". eventually i blocked out the memories and tried to bury that part of myself because my grandmother is deeply religious and i didn't want to freak my friends out. but i would always give girls second glances. there was an incident with a girl a few years ago. she was beautiful. she beckoned me to her, but i was too shy and scared. i regret not talking to her. now i just accept my bisexuality. i'm more pansexual than anything though, i'm attracted to the person more than the sex.

i'm a virgin and i want to have sex. i'm desperate to have sex, but it can't just be with anyone. it has to be with someone who stimulates my mind first and then my body. i'm searching for the right person. hopefully, i'll find them soon.

i'm scared for my friend in kuwait. i want him home safely. but i'm scared when he comes home, i may end up having sex with him because he does stimulate my mind and he's been there for me through so much. he's the first guy to actually date me without either of us realizing it.

i still don't have my license at 21 and i don't know why that bothers people so much. it's not a problem for me as of yet. i've always been a late bloomer.

i'm a very damaged person. there's a little girl inside me that just shivers and cries. no one ever knows. they don't want to face it. and just when i think someone may get it, i realize they don't. it hurts to feel so alone sometimes. but i'm dealing with it. i'm seeking help to heal my broken little girl.

i think you're a wonderful person, that creates beautiful things. and think "I Don't Love You" by MCR is the most beautiful music video i've ever seen.

[wild_musings]

you are an amazing person for sharing this. I cried while I was reading your comment.

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