it's a "happy"day.
12:45 PM - don't care if I'm sick.
Current mood: awake
I wanna get laid tonight. but since I have 0 money and perversion is $5 - which I just spent on coffee... I guess that won't be happening.
I WANNA FUCK. WHAT'S THE PROBLEM? DAMN.
today's gonna be a "happy" day. Oh yeah. Anyone feeling masochistic? I'll get you sick.
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12:28 PM - GRR!
Current mood: suck my balls
I WANNA GO TO SCHOOL FOR WEB DESIGN.... THEN MAYBE I'D HAVE A DECENT CHANCE OF GETTING A JOB I WOULDN"T MIND DOING.
Fuck money. Remember the commercial.... "I can't get a good job because I don't have any skills, I don't have any skills because I didn't go to school, I didn't go to school because I don't have any money, To pay for school I need a good job, I can't get a good job because I didn't go to school..."
loopty loop. FUN! Even "affordable" shit is out of my price range- cuz my price range is 0.
Fuck you.
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9:20 AM - hum...
Current mood: suck my balls
fuck you. fuck you all.
you only get one chance. dipshit. once in a lifetime.
fuck you. simplified contradictions excuse nothing.
and others feed me spoon fed lies, while understanding nothing. to think, I actually thought this had any effect on my advancement? unlikely. addicts should be blown up like little bunnies. Yes, I'm going to spend my last $5 on a coffee. Then I'm going to type up a resume and look for a job on melrose dressed like a fucking vagabond cuz I can't afford to do laundry.
edit: *hacks* I don't think the nice walk down hollywood boulevard was a good idea. Everyone was staring at me and I had to fight the urge to dump my coffee on a few people, as well as a few stores. I'm a littleless mad now, though - and fuzzy with energy. I kinda like walking down the street looking like a thrift store whore and getting compliments and insults - boosts the self esteem. Hee hee... I have a big cloud of "dark" around me. maybe I'll write the resume and go to melrose later... when I'm more sane. Or I might just stay up longer, not eat, do the resume, clean, and just go a little more nuts.
Why not? got nothing better to do. If I don't get my regular on Saturday, though - I'm fucked and royally screwed.
Current mood: awake
I wanna get laid tonight. but since I have 0 money and perversion is $5 - which I just spent on coffee... I guess that won't be happening.
I WANNA FUCK. WHAT'S THE PROBLEM? DAMN.
today's gonna be a "happy" day. Oh yeah. Anyone feeling masochistic? I'll get you sick.
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12:28 PM - GRR!
Current mood: suck my balls
I WANNA GO TO SCHOOL FOR WEB DESIGN.... THEN MAYBE I'D HAVE A DECENT CHANCE OF GETTING A JOB I WOULDN"T MIND DOING.
Fuck money. Remember the commercial.... "I can't get a good job because I don't have any skills, I don't have any skills because I didn't go to school, I didn't go to school because I don't have any money, To pay for school I need a good job, I can't get a good job because I didn't go to school..."
loopty loop. FUN! Even "affordable" shit is out of my price range- cuz my price range is 0.
Fuck you.
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9:20 AM - hum...
Current mood: suck my balls
fuck you. fuck you all.
you only get one chance. dipshit. once in a lifetime.
fuck you. simplified contradictions excuse nothing.
and others feed me spoon fed lies, while understanding nothing. to think, I actually thought this had any effect on my advancement? unlikely. addicts should be blown up like little bunnies. Yes, I'm going to spend my last $5 on a coffee. Then I'm going to type up a resume and look for a job on melrose dressed like a fucking vagabond cuz I can't afford to do laundry.
edit: *hacks* I don't think the nice walk down hollywood boulevard was a good idea. Everyone was staring at me and I had to fight the urge to dump my coffee on a few people, as well as a few stores. I'm a littleless mad now, though - and fuzzy with energy. I kinda like walking down the street looking like a thrift store whore and getting compliments and insults - boosts the self esteem. Hee hee... I have a big cloud of "dark" around me. maybe I'll write the resume and go to melrose later... when I'm more sane. Or I might just stay up longer, not eat, do the resume, clean, and just go a little more nuts.
Why not? got nothing better to do. If I don't get my regular on Saturday, though - I'm fucked and royally screwed.