Sep 10, 2003 03:09
When I first started to write this entry I was going to angrily retort to something someone else had said, but knowing that anger begets nothing but anger, I am letting the peaceful eye of the storm pass. I shall not retaliate, although it is a right I have, I feel that enough of my time has been wasted on petty prattle with adults who behave like spoiled children.
I have not written much in my lj, and those who do not know me, I aplogize for the confusion the statment above may have caused.
Right now I am on vacation, visiting my family. I was in Chattanooga for a week, visiting my father. Which went well. I went to the aquarium and gazed in awe at how large some fish can actually get if given the chance to grow.
I am now in Alabama visiting my mother and what is left of my shattered family. I had thought to extend the olive branch and try to re build a bridge I knew wouldn't be anything but more trouble. Only to have my hopes for peace douced by a ficticious post my sister made on her live journal. It saddens me to see her say such things on the internet, not so much what she says in falsehood toward me but the way she makes herself sound so larger than life when she gives someone choice words or tells them a thing o two in reality she is a scared and mislead child, who at the point of confrontation begins to weep like an infant. My sister has so much potiential but alas she squanders it, by sitting around and blaming everyone for her problems, all you have to do is read it to see nothing is ever "her" fault.
Enough of that rant. I just decided that the new leaf approach should begin now. If this journal begins to be harrassed it will become a friends only, not that I have any but just the same.
I went to the zoo with my son and my little sister, using the new JVC cybercam my father gave me for my birthday I took lots of stunning wild life photos, which I will post here soon as I figure out how.
Thinking about going hiking tommorow, have not decided yet. for now I need to sleep, I some how feel a busy day will soon take over.
All be well tonight,
wk33