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It is 1:57am, and I am overcome by an incredibly deep sense of sadness. I don't call it sorrow, which is slow and sticks to you at the core half hidden. I don't call it pain, it is not so outright. This comes out of the blue, with no real meaning, and no real reason. Perhaps it's because I feel lately the burden of my work - or rather, lack of work. I don't really pull my weight.
More than that, for some strange reason, I feel suddenly tearful.
And tired. I also got a few hives just now, which came with some nervous itching along my legs. I felt like numbers dance when I stare at the clock. Like lines aren't really still.
I'm so bloated. There's something wrong, I think. But what is it?
More than that, for some strange reason, I feel suddenly tearful.
And tired. I also got a few hives just now, which came with some nervous itching along my legs. I felt like numbers dance when I stare at the clock. Like lines aren't really still.
I'm so bloated. There's something wrong, I think. But what is it?