Mar 14, 2005 22:43
This morning I woke up feeling horrible, I could hardly breathe. I've been dreaming, I forget about what now, but I remember I dreamt about killing myself. At least, in my dream I was trying to.
I really didn't want to be alone today, I prayed for some help.
When I got to school I missed my first class, and this is one course that I usually don't miss because I can't afford to. The class notes are always incomplete when they're posted and you have to fill them out yourself. I was going to pay this girl $2 to go and photocopy her notes...I didn't feel like I could make the trip but I was willing to do whatever was needed. When I got there she told me that last night the server crashed and he's going to post the completed notes for this class...just for this class.
I saw Stephanie on the way to class before that, and afterwards I saw Will in the SUB. Then I saw Henry after some shopping, and for some reason (though he was getting up to leave the SUB), he decided to sit with me while I eat. Bailey came by. They walked me to the library afterwards. I went to class and was there with Catherine. When I went to register for summer school (which I got in even though I missed the opening time), I saw Henry Liao. After class I met Eway, and then in 99 Chairs, just when I was alone again, I saw Darryl. He sat with me until I went to the CCP Murder Mystery thing, where I saw Carmen, Roseanna, Vince, and Chester. We went home together afterwards, and I saw Irving on the bus. Then I got home and Mari was here.
I was never alone today.