Soap and human sacrifice go hand in hand
i've decided to make the effort to reach enlightenment.
you know how sometimes, you just feel numb? numb to the people around you, numb to noise, to pain, to emotions....
that's how i feel today. and i don't like it. i was pondering this whilst in my shower this morning.
i need a break from life here in loony suburbia for a while. i need to get away from the politics of loonville.
now i can't wait for camp.
it's either camp, or just running away..... camp seems to be a more reasonable answer.
but that's just the thing. i'm tired of being reasonable, it's too much work. i wanna strip off all my clothes and run around in the wood with a pack of wolves. and bark and snarl at passersby. it'll be the ultimate "take that bitches!!" stand. i wanna just give into the all id-ness that is my life right now. give into the animal instincts that people try so hard to suppress.
really, this is a just me ranting and feeling insignificant in the grand scheme of things. it's the end of the year mental breakdown of sorts that i always have around this time.
crikey, the five minute bell just rang. GOD SUMMER ME PLEASE!
you know how sometimes, you just feel numb? numb to the people around you, numb to noise, to pain, to emotions....
that's how i feel today. and i don't like it. i was pondering this whilst in my shower this morning.
i need a break from life here in loony suburbia for a while. i need to get away from the politics of loonville.
now i can't wait for camp.
it's either camp, or just running away..... camp seems to be a more reasonable answer.
but that's just the thing. i'm tired of being reasonable, it's too much work. i wanna strip off all my clothes and run around in the wood with a pack of wolves. and bark and snarl at passersby. it'll be the ultimate "take that bitches!!" stand. i wanna just give into the all id-ness that is my life right now. give into the animal instincts that people try so hard to suppress.
really, this is a just me ranting and feeling insignificant in the grand scheme of things. it's the end of the year mental breakdown of sorts that i always have around this time.
crikey, the five minute bell just rang. GOD SUMMER ME PLEASE!