Dec 06, 2005 22:33
So, yes everything is my fault. Please any of you, if you have any problems or any hardships, blame them on me. Of course I"m the reason why they are bad. You know, silly me...why should I think any different.
I am sorry that you hate your job, but I can't fix it.
I am sorry that you can't find another job, but its not that I haven't tried.
I am sorry that you are not happy, at least I have made you laugh.
I am sorry that you want to quit, its not like don't ever want to give up.
I am sorry a million times over, I am sorry.
You think my life is so grand, let me put some things into perspective:
1) I am in class for 15 hours a week.
2) I am in practicums for 12 hours a week.
3) I work about 5 hours a week.
4) I spend about 3 hours on homework a day (3X5=15 hours of homework a week)
5) I study on TOP of doing homework about 8 hours a week.
You work week is 40 hours, no more and no less.
My work week is 55 hours.
Granted I am not in a factory working for 8 hours and not talking to anyone, but I am working at what I am doing for the rest of my life. What I do now determines how well my future goes. You always talk about me making the money, and how good I am going to be at what I do, but I can't do either of those unless I work hard now.
So you see, I am sorry, and take another look at all of this. No friend time is included, no family time is included, and certainly the time I spend with you is not included. So, cut me some slack and realize my work week can be just as hard, and I do want to give up A LOT!
I wish just for once that as much as you tell me you hate you job, and I sit there and listen to you and I try to offer advice, you would do the same for me. I wish that you would realize how much I do, and how tired I do get, and how frustrated and over burdened I get. For once listen to be and by symphetic for me, just as I am for you!