Nov 17, 2005 10:50
I woke up today, and I was just so thankful for a lot of things. I woke up with good health, friends, and a roof over my head. Heck, you know the sun was even shinning.
I was thinking, now more so than ever I am thankful for having Derik in my life. Derik is always there for me, never has cheated on me like most guys do, and is absolutely 100% amazing. I was thinking about how much I am in love with him, and then it hit me. I have always been in "love" with the assholes, the one who do cheat on a girl, put her down, and belittle her. I was going through old live journal enteries of a friend, and they were talking about how things were bad in his life, how he cheated on his last girlfriend etc. I was reading more recent live journal enteries, and come to find out, he has cheated on the girlfriend he has now. Wow, here is a clue asshole, keep it to one girl, or don't be with a girl! I finally get it, once a cheater ALWAYS a cheater. Enough about this subject, it was just another tangent.
Well, you know Derik does a lot of things for me. He does so much, beginning to name each one individually would take forever. What I do feel bad about though is that sometimes I think they often go unnoticed. They don't though. I love everything he has done for me (buying a necklace, taking me to Ohio State, paying for dinners and lunches, paying for football tickets, paying for hotel rooms, and buying the side items such as an OSU shweatshirt, OSU t-shirt, Colts hat, and the Lonestar CD). They are all appericated and sometimes I don't think I always let him know how much it is appericated. So, here it is thank you Derik for everything you do for me. You are so wonderful, and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you.