Different feel to hallow 's eve
granted it's a week away but this year , halloween feels alot different , less majick in the air, the halloween majick i normally feel it the first week in october , perhaps this is due to the fact i'm working at chambers of horror , it's taken some getting used to the late hours and little sleep, while fun as hell, chambers is very much a torture porn environment and not the supernatural tingles i normally think of with the season, i often wonder if the increasing bustle of life numbs us to the spirits , i will be working that night so plan on slipping away to do my ritual work while every one else is on break, or when i get one , do you need a break ? why yes let me get my candles and slip into the bathroom,
the cold spell feels more like november than october , though it has been cold this time of year before , i have been in costume all month, i have paced with uncertainty of the months to come , i juggle band politics and duties , i dipped my feet back into dating , which causes a weird energy, there's a whole other post on the sexualizing your torturer, the whole conversation of " am i choking you too much ?" " no choke me more ." " uh... do you think that works with the blocking or do you just like being choked ?"
maybe i need to drink more pumpkin spice lattes ? need to make more time for studies ? watch more horror movies ?
the cold spell feels more like november than october , though it has been cold this time of year before , i have been in costume all month, i have paced with uncertainty of the months to come , i juggle band politics and duties , i dipped my feet back into dating , which causes a weird energy, there's a whole other post on the sexualizing your torturer, the whole conversation of " am i choking you too much ?" " no choke me more ." " uh... do you think that works with the blocking or do you just like being choked ?"
maybe i need to drink more pumpkin spice lattes ? need to make more time for studies ? watch more horror movies ?