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[wilbraham]

I've been having very surreal dreams lately. They're not really bizarre or weird, but just surreal, like I'm in surrounding I know but not really, or altered a little bit. They almost always involve pretty much only people I know. For the past few days they've been bad, even nightmares. I think it's kind of reflecting my mood lately. Nothing's motivating me. But anyway I had this dream last night which involved lots of murders, and people, including myself being unsure and scared of who did it. And people were killed in lots of scary ways and lots of people I know were dead and some people thought that two of my cousins had killed them, but they were already dead, they were actually hung from the edge of my porch, and other people were trying to prove that they were murdered themselves and not the killers. But then it switched to I was in this house, and all my friends had gone off somewhere, and I thought they were in trouble somehow, so I checked upstairs and apparently everyone had gone into some scary woods, and I didn't want to go look for them, but I opened this door, and I got totally freaked out because these two girls were in there and they surpried me, but they were just playing tag or something, and they tagged me, and then we all were it together. And that was the best part of the dream, because I was actually with other people. Overall, it was really strange and bad. My bad dreams have certainly not helped my gloomy mood lately. I doubt a lot of people are going to read this whole thing, but I don't really care.

I have an interview at Sears tonight.