happy valentines day!

[wilalwaysluvhim]

happy valentines day everyone! lol buh yea damn i havent updated 4 a few days..o well i havent felt lik it. lol buh im bored so i decided to update now. lol buh on saturdaii me n steph went skating and i didnt fall! woo hoo go me! lol buh omg steph that guy in the red shirt is so fuckin hott! god damn! haha n so wuz dat other guy in the blu shirt! lmao he wuz all takin it off! haha. lol buh yea wen me n steph were outside waiting for hur dad this dude comes out side all pissed off n this grl comes running after him tryin 2 figure out wut the hell is rong. n he smashed his hand against the yellow bin outside the sk8n rink n shes all lik i no that had 2 hurt so stop actin all tuff or w\e! it wuz hiliarious. lol buh it had sumtin to do wit stacey n 1 of hur friends i think buh idk. buh yea then i went home got on the net then went to sleep! lol then sunday woke up around 9 and stayed up then terry called me around 11 so i called him bak lik 5 mins layter n he asked if i wuz still goin to stop by his house b4 goin 2 tjs n i sed yea den i got rdy n shit den mi dad took me to terrys around 2. n wen i got there cailyne wuz in hur front yard so i waved 2 hur n told hur 2 come here so she did n shes lik wut? n im lik i wunted to saii hi! haha it wuz funii. lol then terry gave me the roses he got me! and a teddy bear!yea i no how sweeeeeet! lol haha its name is terry the 3rd! and terrys my babys daddy! lmao cailyne so funny! ur all lik omg! that sounds soo kool! haha lol buh yea then i wuz gun walk 2 tjs by miself buh cailyne decided to come so i told terry that ill come bak layter. so me n cailyne went bak 2 hur house really quick cuz she had to get somethin or w\e so then we left to go to tjs n terry wuz still outside so he came also. lol buh wen we got there tj brent matt n sum dude named aaron? i ouno lol buh they were outside playin volleyball n tj doesnt even say hi 2 me! grrr haha lol buh yea so me cailyne n terry sat down on tha side n watched them n tlked. then terry put his arm around mi waist n we were holding hands n tj wuz all getting all pissed off since me n him were still going out. buh w\e its his fault i wuz mad @ him cuz he wuz ignoring me! grrr lol buh then he went inside wit out sayn n e thin! then eeryone else went inside so i wuz lik screw tj he can b mad @ me if he wunts 2 i didnt do nuttin so i juss went to terrys house. buh i wunted to staii outside so me n terry walked around the circle cuz cailyne had to go home. then we sat in the gazebo 4 lik 20-30 mins then we went bak ta his house n hung out in his garage 4 a lil while then went inside. lol then tj called terrys and he wuz lookn 4 me n he told me to come to his house so im lik w\e n i told terry ill bbl n i left mi roses and teddy bear there cuz i thot i wuz gun come bak layter buh bye the time i got to tjs house it wuz already getting dark so i juss stayed there. buh yea his parents werent home so he wuz watchin his lil bro n sis n they kept bangin on his bedroom door. it wuz funni. buh they r so adorable! i luv lil kids! lol buh hes mean to them! im lik yu shuld b nice to them! cuz he rly shuld. lol buh yea then his dad took me home around 9:10 and i decided to call terry since it wuz onlii 9:20 wen i got home so me n him tlked 4 a bit. then his mom told him to get off the fone n he wouldnt get off! n im lik get off the fone damn it b4 yu get in more trouble! so he got off. lol then i got on the internet and i told tj that me n terry madeout todai..he didnt dump me buh then he wuz all lik do yu even kare that im letting you off? n im lik not rly(i wuz in a bad mood cuz of mi bitchy "mother" i swear i honestly think im adopted! lol) buh he wuz lik wtf! okaii thats it its over so im lik w\e then lik 10 mins layter hes all lik okaii i take it bak n he asked me bak out buh i told him ill give him mi answer by 9pm 2daii. cuz im gunna think about sum stuff that i dunt feel lik typin in here buh w\e. then he had to go so he got off then i talked to jenni(i love you lik a fat kid loves cake and yu love me lik a prostitute loves men! lmao good times gurl) then she had to go so i juss got off cuz no1 else wuz rly on. then i went to sleep n woke up @ lik 2am and i came downstairs and i heard something meowing and i didnt no where it wuz comin 4rm so i kept lookin n lookin then i finally heard it comin 4rm the front door! so i opened up the front door and mi youngest cat cuz stuck between the 1st door and the 2nd door! i wuz lik awwwwwwwww and wen i picked it up monster wuz all purring buh his furr wuz cold as shit! he wuz stuck there 4 atleast 3 hrs!!!! damn lol buh yea then mi mom started actin lik a fuckin bitch juss cuz i wuz yelln @ hur cuz she wuz gettn on mi nerves n shes lik okaii im not takin yu to get ur cell fone 2daii! im lik WTF god shes a bitch sumtimes. o well ill juss have mi dad take me wen he goes cuz hes gettn a new cell this week also! woo hoo lol well ill write layter luv yew all xOxO Mwahz!

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