Dec 09, 2008 03:49
Im proud to say that I now have a new beginning.
A beginning that will last a lifetime.
A lifetime of love, happiness, devotion, and etc.(all those good things)
We never thought this would actually happen.
And now its reality. A dream come true.
After being my best friend for almost 2 years, Chris and I are now together.
I love it soo much. And I love him soo much!
Its really great though...
We pretty much know everything about eachother.
But theres always something to learn.
And our feelings kept growing for eachother as our friendship got stronger.
And our feelings still grow.
We are perfect for eachother. Every moment with him feels perfect.
I couldnt ask for more. He is amazing. He is soo good to me.
And he makes me feel soo good.
We bring the best out of eachother and let it shine.
I miss him soo much when hes not around. And everynite that I go home and sleep in my own bed, I just wish I was cuddling with him.
Things are just so wonderful. I am actually happy.
I cant remember a time when I was this happy.
Im soo excited that we will be having our 1st Xmas together and with both of our families. And Im excited for our future together.
He wouldnt tell me much. But hes already thinking about how he wants to propose to me.
We have talked about marriage quite a bit. And I love the thought of it.
And is loving it more knowing its going to be reality.
We were talkin about where we'd get married. At first he said a church, to make the family comfortable and happy. But I really dont care for the idea of a church. Ive always wanted an outside wedding. Near the water or something. I dont know yet. But we have time to talk and decide on that. But I want to spend the rest of my life with him. And it makes me feel soo good knowing that he wants the same.
I Love . . .
the way he looks at me.
the way he touches me.
the way he holds me.
the way he kisses me.
the way his mind is.
the way he carries himself.
his personality.
how we have alot in common.
how we bring the best out of eachother.
how indecisive he is...just like me.
his face and his body.
how he calls me boobear.
that he knows how to take care of himself.
how he leaves room for me to take care of him too.
how talented he is.
how intelligent he is.
how amazing he is.
that he is who he is.
that he has always shown me is true self.
that he accepts me for me.
that he is ready to spend the rest of his life with me.
how he gets into the deepest conversations about anything...even random knowledge.
that hes very talkative but also quiet.
that he opens me up to try new things.
how comfortable we are together.
how everything always feels soo right.
how we can tell eachother anything.
how we are soo open with eachother.
how we inspire and motivate eachother.
that hes a great cook.
how we can easily cook together. and take turns cooking.
that he loves the food i cook.
how we plan everything together and include eachother in everything.
....theres just soo much that i love about him.
id be up for hours if i went on.
he is perfect.
and im excited to say that I will be Mrs. Smith one day.