People waiting for the day they feel good...

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okay so we don't have school today... but there isn't even that much snow which totally sucks. I mean I don't even like snow but still it looks pretty. I don't know.... I feel okay right now feels like I am about to cough up my lungs, and I can't really breathe but hey who needs to breathe right. I did get to talk to Aaron last night for a good bit. He makes me so happy. I mean I would so date him if I didn't already have a boyfriend and he wasn't so much older than me. But I am not really even sure that the age thing bothers me it doesn't seem to when I talk to him.. and it sure doesn't seem to bother him. I don't know. so yeah Chris is back. He called me the other day and it was surprising. I don't know I mean I still think about him a lot... I don't think I will ever really forget him even if I try really hard to. I mean I can't listen to a sad song or a love song for that matter without thinking about him. But I can't go there with him again I mean it would just be to painful. I have been trying to help Ali with her saddness but to tell you the truth I don't know how to get over it or make it go away cuz I am not really over it. And I mean Chris and I didn't break up on bad terms. He was going to college, but still I don't know how I would have gotten over I don't even know if I am over it. It was really great to hear his voice again though. And I was even wearing Axe Kilo so I smelled him too it was funny....made me smile.
Okay so an update on the cat I want to steal lol....we can't keep him cuz his owners were looking for him...*tear but he is in our house right now cuz it is cold outside and my mom wants him to be warm....he is sooooo sweet I love him to death and I think we should just call his owners and tell them he died and keep him for ourselves....^_^ but that wouldn't work oh well I am going to go now and I don't know go for a walk or something.....IT IS SO GREAT TO HAVE MY COMPUTER BACK!!!!