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So the time is drawing nearer....
I can tell I have changed and I know you know it too...
Yup. You know it. I'm the bitch you hated...filth infatuated. It feels great. Everything feels great. 17 days and I'll running everyone off the road.
I feel different though. I feel more in tune with me. I want to dance. I find myself not beeing able to tear away from my favorite dance classics. And they range far and wide. Delerium, Marilyn Manson, Prodigy, and yes good old Fischerspooner.
I'm at the same time becoming more feminine. I got my nails done...french types and all. I bought a nice button up blouse from New York and Company. I have become more reposnisible. I have a debit card. I actually have money on it. It's aslo a VISA...accepted anywhere you want to be.
On a different note, I saw Kelly,Milagro, and who I beleive was Jason walking by the deli today. I was pulling up getting eady for work. By the time i got the car situated and got out to greet them, they were to far. But if they were coming by to see me, I appreciated it very much.
I feel peices of the old me returning. But not completely. I love Gio but I don't and I can't be strapped to his side 24/7. It also seemd with how he has been acting lately, he may be about to end our relationship... I'll not think of that. I plan to go out more. Be with friends. Be with my old friends as well.
I feel unstopable. Right now I feel as though I am reaching a state of being happy with WHO I am. Who I can be alone. With noone there. I feel incredible....
*~I'm the firstarter....twister animator....I'm the bitch you hated....filth infatuated`*