slut now huh?
so the name calling has started. Now i am a slut. I swear to god i will fucking move with issy and dissappear if he keeps this shit up. I was not with him. He wanted us to be just friends. How does "things are going good between us" = " i wanna be with you"? He was the one saying he didnt want a relationship. I told him repeatedly that i wasnt gonna wait forever.. But noooo he still didnt listen to me. Yet you see. Everyone is in the wrong except for david. He can never be wrong. Yes i slept with someone. But a person can only take hearing "we dont have a future" for so long. Carrie would have cheated on his ass long before this.
Dave i know you read this. You can kiss my fucking ass. You wanted us just to be friends and have no title or whatever. Well baby you got it. Let me tell you something. I begged to be with you for months now. You lost. You kept on sayin no... So you know what.. I wasnt about to put my life on hold for you anymore then you were willing to do it in atlanta. I am just so graciously returning the favors you gave to me almost 5 years ago. How does it feel to want someone but they turn around and go to someone else? How does it feel when they take them into thier beds? Welcome to what you put me threw 5 years ago. I am glad you are beginning to see what you put me threw. The grounds that "we wernt offically together" dont take the pain and the anger away does it. So welcome to my reality. Deal with the pain i felt for 2 years. Mabye i should add to the pain and make you sleep in the room it happened in. Then you will know the full extent you hurt me. But you see.. i got over that a long time ago. I forgave you and loved you. Took you back right after it happened. I guess in the end it shows who loved who more. You wanted control over me. If you cant have me.. nobody else can. Well i am tired of playing your head games. I really am. I wanted to be with you since august of last year when you packed your shit and left. I have spent how long trying to get you back. You were the one who saw no future.. You were the one who didnt want to be with me. So please tell me how this = a slut. Hummm 6 people.. and that's a slut. Well you know what... you can go to hell. I am tired of letting you make me feel like shit over shit i didnt do. Yes i slept with him.. BUT I WAS NOT WITH YOU get it threw your head. Do i love you yes. But a person can only take shit for so long before they move on. you didnt see a future with me. Shit happened. Wasnt planned. Nothing. It is my fault i slept with him yes. but it is your fault i wasnt with you. If i was with you it would have never have happened. So be resentful and hate me. But you got your wish. You didnt want to be with me. You wanted it friends with benefits.. that is what you got. I am tired of you telling me to jump and i say how high? I will sit at my goddamned computer as much as i want... I will leave my house however i want. I will go get my degree.. whenever i want. It will be my timing my way. Not yours. And like i told you.. your an asshole. you wanted something.. you didnt take it... someone else did. Dont blame me for your mistakes.
that is all>:(
Dave i know you read this. You can kiss my fucking ass. You wanted us just to be friends and have no title or whatever. Well baby you got it. Let me tell you something. I begged to be with you for months now. You lost. You kept on sayin no... So you know what.. I wasnt about to put my life on hold for you anymore then you were willing to do it in atlanta. I am just so graciously returning the favors you gave to me almost 5 years ago. How does it feel to want someone but they turn around and go to someone else? How does it feel when they take them into thier beds? Welcome to what you put me threw 5 years ago. I am glad you are beginning to see what you put me threw. The grounds that "we wernt offically together" dont take the pain and the anger away does it. So welcome to my reality. Deal with the pain i felt for 2 years. Mabye i should add to the pain and make you sleep in the room it happened in. Then you will know the full extent you hurt me. But you see.. i got over that a long time ago. I forgave you and loved you. Took you back right after it happened. I guess in the end it shows who loved who more. You wanted control over me. If you cant have me.. nobody else can. Well i am tired of playing your head games. I really am. I wanted to be with you since august of last year when you packed your shit and left. I have spent how long trying to get you back. You were the one who saw no future.. You were the one who didnt want to be with me. So please tell me how this = a slut. Hummm 6 people.. and that's a slut. Well you know what... you can go to hell. I am tired of letting you make me feel like shit over shit i didnt do. Yes i slept with him.. BUT I WAS NOT WITH YOU get it threw your head. Do i love you yes. But a person can only take shit for so long before they move on. you didnt see a future with me. Shit happened. Wasnt planned. Nothing. It is my fault i slept with him yes. but it is your fault i wasnt with you. If i was with you it would have never have happened. So be resentful and hate me. But you got your wish. You didnt want to be with me. You wanted it friends with benefits.. that is what you got. I am tired of you telling me to jump and i say how high? I will sit at my goddamned computer as much as i want... I will leave my house however i want. I will go get my degree.. whenever i want. It will be my timing my way. Not yours. And like i told you.. your an asshole. you wanted something.. you didnt take it... someone else did. Dont blame me for your mistakes.
that is all>:(