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Ok. we all know how i gave him back the caladah ring... well now he's all like now "what do you want from me? more of a commitment a title what.. i dont wanna loose you" LMAO. I tried hard from not laughing. Now he knows i mean business. I just sat there and was quiet. He was disappointed i didnt give him an answer. I am threw with the games. He only wants me when he cant have me. My mom was so right. He would come crawling back when he saw that i could do without him. I just feel so much more free. I can do whatever i want now. I dropped the control.. and he wants to have it back. I'm not having it. He needs to realize that he cant keep on discarding me whenever he wants. "the past two days without seeing you made me think about what we talked about.. i think things could change" yeah now that i am breaking free from all the power i gave you and am taking control of my own life. I got the house under control and clean... i am happier and more free this way. He always made me feel like i had to do things his way. I think that is why i always rebelled against him. If he told me to do something i turned around and did the opposite. I am the type of person who has to do things my time my way. My mom said there would be a point where i realized that i am worth so much more and he would see what i am capable of, well that time has come and he is just sitting there wishing he was apart of the game again. well .. oh well. you missed out. Until i see him letting me be me i wont even concider him being with me again.
so that is my thoughts for the day
so that is my thoughts for the day