Little brother for sale

Mar 27, 2005 13:02

Yes, in the subject line i put "little brother for sale", and thats b/c he is. I'm so sick of him and his not caring about anyone else but himself. He doesnt see how his actions affect the rest of the family. Like yesterday: Mom and i were going to wegmans, and as we pull into the parking lot mom tells me that she's feeling sick b/c she feels like she's reliving the last time we went there, with Kevin. As we were walking out we got stoped by the security people b/c he had tried to steal stuff. It was awful. And he's also spray painted stuff in his school bathroom, and now, i've recently found out, he's part of some gang. When Kevin was talking about it Tim asked " isnt that a gang?" and Kevin tried to play it off like he had no clue what Tim was talking about, but he sucks at doing that, so i could tell that it is. Tim says its just a gang for wanna-bes, but that doesnt matter to me. Its still a gang. And who knows what other kinda gang type things he could get involved with then. He doesnt understand what kind of affect all this has on the family. Both my mother and i dont know what to do any more, and neither does John. Kevin just wont stop. Why cant he be more normal? Why does he have to think that its so cool to steal shit from stores, and get in trouble. He thinks its cool to get in trouble! How messed up is THAT?! After finding out about the whole gang thing i of course told my mom. Things are getting really bad with this kid, and i dont know how to deal. I just want a normal family. A family that doesnt have the oldest son with the gambling problem, and the youngest son with the theft/gang problem. Any one wanna trade families?

I want Tims little brother, Aaron. Now he's a cute kid, who, yeah, he gets in some trouble, but just for stupid things. He doesnt steal from stores and he isnt messed up like my brother. But i cant have Aaron. I haveto love what i have. But he's making it really hard.

I have to go and help cook more.

Happy Easter.

Sorry this isnt a happy entry.

<3
Susie
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