Gay Men & Coffee
It is so beautiful in Charleston today. I went to brunch with Dorothy at Rue de Jean and had a brie and ham omlet which was fantastic. Then we went to cupcake, but I'm keeping it to enjoy later. I wanted to go to the library after which I thought openned at 12. Apparently that's actually 2. I'm fine with that. I walked to Starbucks and got some tea to wait it out. Here I sit listening to gay men chatting about life. They are so complimentary to eachother it's great. Why can't women be more like gay men? They are so positive. Just enjoying life and the small things in it that can make a day special. Admittedly I thought I had a book with me I hadn't read, then I open the cover and I realized I had read it. Tis okay, I haven't written in here in awhile, though I do think they should come up with a mobile version.
I have noticed a few things about me recently. I sob during romance movies. I feel like my internal clock is ticking. I don't know if it's the people around me or if it really is my internal clock. I turn 23 bthis year. My mom was pregnant with me at 23. I think my clock will quiet down and admittedly I'm not ready for those steps but it's like being torn. I'm not out looking for a guy. At all. If it happens, then great. I just know the saying that you always find someone when you are not looking. I also don't want to find a guy at a club or bar. Those just don't work. At the same time I want love, I also realize I have physical needs. LOL, it's hard to balance those with being single and not a slut. Alone in a crowd.
I got asked to watch Adam for a weekend. Yay. This should be some extra much needed cash right before our girls trip. Plus there's Mother's Day, my dad's birthday, and Father's Day. We'll figure that out too. I don't want to give up these beautiful weekends for a second job. I just have slightly elevated tastes. Believe me, I'm not high maintenance though. 25 minutes until the library is open and my cell is dying.
I have noticed a few things about me recently. I sob during romance movies. I feel like my internal clock is ticking. I don't know if it's the people around me or if it really is my internal clock. I turn 23 bthis year. My mom was pregnant with me at 23. I think my clock will quiet down and admittedly I'm not ready for those steps but it's like being torn. I'm not out looking for a guy. At all. If it happens, then great. I just know the saying that you always find someone when you are not looking. I also don't want to find a guy at a club or bar. Those just don't work. At the same time I want love, I also realize I have physical needs. LOL, it's hard to balance those with being single and not a slut. Alone in a crowd.
I got asked to watch Adam for a weekend. Yay. This should be some extra much needed cash right before our girls trip. Plus there's Mother's Day, my dad's birthday, and Father's Day. We'll figure that out too. I don't want to give up these beautiful weekends for a second job. I just have slightly elevated tastes. Believe me, I'm not high maintenance though. 25 minutes until the library is open and my cell is dying.