dreaming reality

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i hate how i a make people feel and i hate the way i feel. the only person who ever tottaly understood me is gone forever and i will never see her again. i hate not knowing exactly what is gonna happen to my mom no one will really tell me the truth................one minute i hear she is gonna be fine but i also she needs radiation but if she was fine she wouldnt need it ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i dont know i am also really really sorry to whoever i have made there lives harder or come off as a dick or whatevever...........life is way too short
i am done