Wow.
Wow. I had a livejournal so long ago. I though getting one again would maybe help me out. When i get upset or stressed or mad, i dont talk to anyone. Then at night when i lay in bed, i cry. Maybe i just need to talk about it then maybe i wouldnt cry so much.
Today was stressful. End of the year finals and PMS doesnt mix very well. I am very over whelmed. On top of things Dr. Diccio told me something today that made me very upset and pissed off. Not many people signed up to be in theater for next year. He had a meeting today with Dr. Jones and he told Dr. Diccio that he has to let someone from the theater department go. Dr. Diccio thinks it might be him.
THATS SUCH BULLSHIT!!!! Why cant they just once keep a theater teacher. Hes the greatest guy and best theater teacher i have ever known or have. Hes the only one who has given me the chance to shine on stage. My dream is to sing on stage in front of everyone i know and my goal is to sing a song so beautiful that i make people cry. I want my vocie to put a spell of people. I want people to be so amazed with me that they wouldnt know what to say to me. Dr. Diccio gave me the one step, the first step to me having that dream. I am scared to sing on stage. Im afarid people will think im bad and judge me. He gave me the convinced to get up on that stage and sing my heart out. I did!!!
HE CANT LEAVE!!!!!! I wont let him. Its not fair.
ANYWAYS, I feel better letting my emotions out.
Tim is coming here in 7 8days. IM EXCITIED!