..JZ
i dont really update this thing much now.. i will always keep it though because its interesting reading back on the last 5 years of my life.. tomorrow will be a sad day for me.. it is on that day last year that lexie and i lost our baby... whose to know if things would have been any different to the way they are now.. i often thing about what might have been and could i have reacted any differently.. did i do the right thing, did i say the right thing.. i have moved on with my life and so has lexie but as with memorable dates such as birthdays, xmas day, valentines day etc, august 11th will always be a date etched in my mind for all the wrong reasons.. thinking of you JZ