GODDAMMIT
Weigh in results this week: GAINED 0.1 kg.
FUCK.
I know that's only 100g, but... FUCK.
I did 6 hours of total exercise this week. 6 hours. Which is nearly twice as much as last week. I haven't been able to point everything I've eaten, because we were in the "last week before pay week" death throes and I could only eat our old pantry stand-bys of WHITE PASTA and BREAD. But I didn't go batshit and I thought I'd managed to eat... well, sensibly enough. No fast food, no snacking, no massive portions.
Gutted, despondent, quite likely to cave in and have a bit of a snotter in self-pity. *sigh*
Will pull myself up by my bootstraps and just get back on with it in the fullness of time, but for today I'll just focus on the dreaded PROPERTY INSPECTION, OMG - which will probably be a disaster because of the mutilated bush thing outside that I haven't had time to remedy, and the overgrown grass which was meant to be mown today before inspection but can't be BECAUSE THERE'S ICE FALLING OUT OF THE SKY AGAIN.
FML.
FUCK.
I know that's only 100g, but... FUCK.
I did 6 hours of total exercise this week. 6 hours. Which is nearly twice as much as last week. I haven't been able to point everything I've eaten, because we were in the "last week before pay week" death throes and I could only eat our old pantry stand-bys of WHITE PASTA and BREAD. But I didn't go batshit and I thought I'd managed to eat... well, sensibly enough. No fast food, no snacking, no massive portions.
Gutted, despondent, quite likely to cave in and have a bit of a snotter in self-pity. *sigh*
Will pull myself up by my bootstraps and just get back on with it in the fullness of time, but for today I'll just focus on the dreaded PROPERTY INSPECTION, OMG - which will probably be a disaster because of the mutilated bush thing outside that I haven't had time to remedy, and the overgrown grass which was meant to be mown today before inspection but can't be BECAUSE THERE'S ICE FALLING OUT OF THE SKY AGAIN.
FML.