May 16, 2005 00:47
in approximately 14 hours I will be a graduate of Valley Forge Military College....all Ican say is good riddance.
This experience has been ruined by people in this school. They sit there and boldface lie to my face, then turn around and call me there brother. My brother and I barely speak but he doesnt do the shit these fucking assholes do. If he did he would at least have the balls to tell me.
We were suppose to have bonded. We were suppose to have gone through an experience that builds trust, loyalty, dedication and honor. Fuck that. Apparently they missed that memo. Apparently they missed the briefing that discussed loyalty to your fellow plebe brother. Loyalty to your roommate of 2 fucking goddamned years. No, I guess not.
Fuck these guys.
When we throw our hats tommorow after graduation, there will be nothing. No handshakes, no goodbyes, no photos, no parties. Fuck them. If they're going to be like this, I dont want to be near them. Im grabbing my bags, I dont care if I get bitched out by my superiors for not properly following the outprocessing procedures. I dont want to be fucking near them.
They're trying to get me to drink now. Fucking bastards. Dont sit in front of me and give me this speech about, "this is our last night together we gotta bond dude." Assholes, dont give me that. I dont want your booze. It wreaks of dishonor. Its taste is bitter with resentment. Yea, I fucking said it.
They can go to hell. The only guys worth saying goodbye to have left already. The only decent guys got it right weeks ago. They said "fuck this place, Im not goenna walk." I shouldve done that. I wouldnt have to write this post at 1am in the morning, on the eve of the "most important day of my life so far" questioning why I did it.